i miss the boat again

thinking of buying the house. when tot that house is worth to buy.. oredi being bought by people.. they oredi pay for 1% deposit. now, waiting for the loan approval... when hearing this, suddenly, the sky is raining. ai... the sky also know that i miss the boat.. i am very sad. miss the boat again.... hopefully, their loan had some issue.. cross my finger.. really wanna buy that house.... god, please help me..